Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Ya..Allaah...ziboner sorboccho poroskarta pailam tomr kas teke

Ya..Allaah...ziboner sorboccho poroskarta pailam tomr kas teke...........jar bethay shuk anuvhob kori, atto triptti pi, samne ki hobe ta e thekei boza jay aro koto boro porshakar amr zonno ase tairi kora..........amr che suki ase ko jona? ei duniay te... amr ei porshakar er jaga ta ki noroke jabe? na sorge jabe? karon tomr hukum sara gaser pata o nore na? amr prappo saja guli somosto ekbare ase vhasie niya jayna keno amke? ami zoto boro papi hoi....poribar joonno to bhalo silam.....r koto mitta ovijoge porshakar pete hobe ya allaah? tobe ai dunia te koidin? chiothai bebostha jekane allaah tomi rakso oi kane o ki ai rup cholbe amr sate? ami to amr moto coli tobe ete o manuser shomoshha? sudu deki.........maje maje protibad kori opsondo ta....... ja posondo korano kono bepar silo na...........ya allahh kono pape salim silam na.....kintu tomi baddo korso pap korte........ya allaah tomi kusi to.... amake ekhon voy pai ami...........kokon ki kore feli nijer opore thik ni........tomi o ni amr sate............ja pap koresi ate tomar samne darate parbo na jani kintu amr jana mote ta tomi khoma kore dite paro.........amon kisu kori ni ja tomi khoma korte parba na......................amake tule nao ya allaah amr poribarer smosto lok der jonno..........karon ami sobar poter kata........joto din beche asi........amake khoma koro provu.......

Monday, May 30, 2011

Tui...................my real name.............

Today.........after couple of months after I called by my real name..................TUI, which I deserved, I have a another name "Zaura"..............I like it. Do u people see "Snake" specially "KAL NAGINI". I saw it..........even presently I have it................I like its bite, when its bite me I feel.......Pain but on the other hand I feel I deserved that..............because I put it in a box, which is not fair.............. I should free it........by giving.........lots of gifts.........which it deserved. It likes to move free lance, wild life.............why I took it in my life..........I don't know................Ya..Allaah.......... free from it...............I'm finished................I quite..........it knows that but why don't it after me??????????????? I've nothing to give.........or nothing to loss........so........why?????????

Ya..Allaah...... help me..........tell it to goes its won way............why it look after me?..........why? is that not enough last 14 years..............

If not why it not finished me............??????????? why???????

You have to ex-plane.......Ya..Allaah.........I know you are not bound to ex-plane but, you will tell all of us why you giving us................whatever it is..............in judgment day.

I'm waiting for that day.
I'm telling you Allaah no mercy from my end.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

amar shopno gulo keno shopno hoy

Undercover Mask

yeh i like that.......

everybody should using that so that nobody can recognize you..........ha..hhhhhaaaaaa,,,,,,,,,

yeh,,,,,,,,, i've that & i wared  it all of my life............that's why nobody can recognize me, what am i >>>>

WHO THE HELL AM I >>> WHAT IS INSIDE ME >>>

WHAT WAS MY INTENTIONS >>>>>>> WHAT I WANT TO DO>>>>

yeah ! i've no repentance,,,,,,,,,what i've done,,,,,,,,,,

i always happy & i'll be ........ untill i die.............

FINALLY!!!!! GOD MADE ME HAPPY >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

WHEN PEOPLES HATES LIES.........why?????????

its very simple in my point of view:

First of all when the peoples using lies in there won lives.........
than after peoples realize that what they done......
because, lie runs like  boomerang..........
 it is a great sin............
only swine peoples  are using it........and they peoples are telling i hate lies...........
did anybody saw these kinds of peoples????????

i don't know......... but i think so..........
am i right or wrong ?????????????

Saturday, April 2, 2011

What I Hate................

Oh! Allah,
The stuff what I hate......always.......but it doesn't vi-treated me but whom people I love they all cheated me, fraud-ed me, scammed me, used me very badly. Was it fair???????????????????

Tell me Allah, you have to say..................

How fool I was..................

Is you made me fool..............??????????
Is it your wishes.................?????????????

when you make freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????

Are you want to suffer me?????????? until I die???????????

Than kill me some howwwwwwwwww............ someway......... I'm waiting for that.................

I can't survive anymore............... with these kind of pain................

For the shake of you Allah way you save my life?????????? from the criminals............?????????

Please Make them success........It's necessary for someone.............ASAP.

There is no alternate way for them............

I will be happy if you pull up me to you....................................

Let me give my life to......................

Friday, April 1, 2011

My Favorate Songs

Annie's Song........................................................ by Jone Denver.


You fill up my senses like a night in the forest.
Like the mountains in spring-time
like a walk in the rain
like a storm in the desert
like a sleepy blue ocean
You fill up my senses, come fill me again.

Come let me love you, let me give my life to you
Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms.
Let me lay down beside you, let me always be with you.
Come let me love you, come love me again.